Today was my first day at the gym, I signed up for a month to do aerobics and circuit training exercise and I have a diet program (that I forgot at the gym on the desk) so I’m not going to eat dinner…so cool! -_- ,but today I arrived at the gym late so I could only do circuit training, it was still so nice and enjoyable even though it KILLED me but afterwards I felt so refreshed and relaxed, I can’t believe how lazy I was to not want to do this, I just wish I knew how I looked skinny not anorexic but slim.
I guess what gave me that push to lose weight was that I was fed up with myself and how I didn’t have that energy I love, I want to be able to walk up the stairs without losing my breath, or play with my little cousin and have fun without feeling worn out and when he asks me again? I tell him not now I’m tired, I want be able to wear fitted clothes without my ugly flab’s sticking out everywhere, or when I see a nice top I like and I ask for a certain size they say there’s none in that size, inshaAllah if Allah wills and I have a clear intention than Allah will help me and inshaAllah if Allah wills my wishes WILL come true.